The Thing That jellifies My Nut

I keep trying to give up giving up- but once you've started you can not continue.

The futility of the feedback loop known as paradox, the orubustical snake who eats its tail for sustenance- eternally- this at once exalts and stupefies me. I don't want to look away; I can not anyway.

I am not writing further now. I will spend my time eating a cheesey rice glop burrito and cherry tomatoes. I will watch something on netflix with stuff blowing up and settle myself. ...but not dogs or horses getting blown up.............